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dimitri alexandre blaiddyd ([personal profile] royalboar) wrote2019-10-19 03:00 pm

FELLDEN INBOX.


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pauldron: (did you just say that)

[personal profile] pauldron 2020-01-10 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[The fire backlights him, casting his face into shadows too deep to read his expression through, but there's no mistaking the exhaustion in his tone or his shoulders. They've all had better weeks, it would seem. To be so tired before the fighting's even begun...

Well. It explains a lot. Her eyes go wide at his words. Stars?! fal'Cie. Talk about getting turned around. She heaves a sigh that is equal parts aggravation and exhaustion, rubbing her forehead with one hand.]


There's Moon villages not far from here. Someone had to get them out.

[And then she just kept going. At least it was him she ran into and not someone who'd shoot first. She lowers her hand.]

You're pretty close to the border yourself. Evacuating?
pauldron: (one who stayed behind)

[personal profile] pauldron 2020-01-10 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[There is no just cause in war. There is only survival, and saving as many lives as possible. Evacuation, supply running, defense. Fighting is simple, but fighting for the right reasons...not so much. This isn't her war. It's not her world, not her people, and yet. And yet.

With another quiet sigh, she crosses the short distance left between them to come and sit at his side. The warmth of the fire begins to chase away the chill she hadn't let herself feel; even l'Cie endurance has its limits, and she passed those a long time ago. It's going to be a long walk home tomorrow.

Tomorrow. She turns her head just enough to glance at him sidelong, able to see the bags beneath his eyes, the tired cast to his features, and she frowns with some small amount of concern.]


What's eating you? [A beat, then:] Besides the war.
pauldron: (hands on hips)

[personal profile] pauldron 2020-01-11 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
[The dreams. More like nightmares. As if they didn't already have enough to deal with whatever magic is behind this has to try and guilt trip them, too. More magic and mumbo jumbo that gets her to snort quietly, even as the image of Serah and Hope crumbling to crystal dust remains burned into her mind's eye.]

Like we don't have enough problems already. [She shakes her head, then lifts a hand.] I have healing magic. If it would help...

[Well. She's here, he's here, and no one else is. It's hardly helping the enemy when it's helping a friend now isn't it?]
pauldron: (going to trust you)

[personal profile] pauldron 2020-01-12 06:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[Stubborn. She raises an eyebrow, neither convinced nor impressed, but he's not keeling over or bleeding out in the snow, so if he wants to suffer on his lonesome, well. Well, fine. She lowers her hand, clasping them together to blow onto her fingers. Felix's gift had been wonderfully timed and much appreciated, but even fur-lined gloves can't change that she's a beach girl.

It's all too cold for her out here!]


Fine. I've made longer runs than this before.

[Under better circumstances and not alone, but still. Worst part about it is the dreams; her eyes slip upwards to the fire, the dance of light and shadow at its core. Her voice grows quieter.]

Not the first time I've had Gods trying to manipulate me, either. None of this is new.
pauldron: (not this time)

[personal profile] pauldron 2020-01-13 04:31 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't think so. They're just smoke and mirrors to keep us in line.

[fal'Cie, Pantheon, same difference. Divinity is divinity, far removed from mortal understanding. The only difference is the name.

She turns her head at the rustle of cloth, taking in his offer. She can feel the lingering body heat in the thick fabric he holds out to her and the tiny beginnings of a smile pulls at the less visible side of her mouth. He's a good man.

Still, she shakes her head. Keep it, Dimitri. She won't have you freezing to death on her watch.]


Think about it. People from the same world having the same dream, with the only difference being who's talking to them? That's a trap. [It has to be a trap.] Both the Emperor and the Priestess have been saying the same things for months, and we know they've lied to us before. Why would this be real?

[It's just more emotional manipulation; give them the people they miss the most, those they love, their homes, then rip it away and blame the other side for it all. Maybe some parts of it were real, maybe the worlds will fade, but this...this turning people against people. No. No, that's a lie.]
pauldron: (really did it this time)

[personal profile] pauldron 2020-01-13 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
It is. And that means it'll blow up in their faces sooner or later. [Her eyes track to the fire, distant and lost in her memories.] I've seen this kind of thing before. Beings like the Emperor, the Priestess, they can't see things the way we do. We're just tools to them, and they'll do whatever it takes to keep us in line. Manipulation, force, doesn't matter. We're expendable in the end, so why bother caring about us and what we think?

[She's too tired to even consider that they're as lost and scared as the humans here, that somewhere in the ten thousand years of war they lost sight of their real purpose and can't see the truth any more. Pantheon, fal'Cie...it makes no difference to her. She sighs, frost clouding around her face, and turns her attention back at the subsequent rustle of cloth. Dimitri...]

Keep it. It'll take a lot more than cold to do me in. [Stubborn, meet stubborn. She's got her own still on, man!] Just because you're used to it doesn't mean you can't freeze. You need to stay warm, too.

[No, she's not budging on this one. He might have to throw it on top of her.]
Edited 2020-01-13 21:09 (UTC)
pauldron: (facing down a god)

[personal profile] pauldron 2020-01-14 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
You could say that.

[With a soft snort, she grips her elbows, leaning back just a touch. The emotion leaves her voice, turning it flat and chilled. She's had a long time to come to terms with this in the context of her own life, but seeing it repeated in such a way, with almost no one seeing the true risks in play...the frustration in her bearing is evident.]

Back in my world, they're called the fal'Cie. They're the ones who created Cocoon and provide for the humans who call it home. Everything we needed: food, water, the air, even light, was made by them to provide for us. That was their purpose.

[A beat, then:]

It was all a lie. They weren't providing for us out of the goodness of their hearts, but because they wanted to destroy the world and needed tools to do it. That's all we were to them: expendable tools to be used again and again until the job was done.

[If you were lucky enough to complete your Focus. Otherwise...]

Either that, or their powers would turn us into monsters for failing them. Still not sure which is worse.
pauldron: (never surrender)

[personal profile] pauldron 2020-01-15 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
No. [A soft puff of amusement.] I told you the six of us could make a mess, right? The fal'Cie branded us l'Cie, gave us magic and a mission to destroy the world. We told them where they could stick that idea.

[Right up Barthandelus' oversized metal mouth. Once this war is done and Fellden is safe, however long that takes, she'll go back and finish that fight. What happens after that is anyone's guess; how the soft Cocoon people will come to stand on their own, fend for themselves after so long in fal'Cie care...who knows if they even can. But they'll still have the choice, something they'll never have so long as the fal'Cie are pulling the strings.]

That's the one thing they never accounted for: people choosing what they wanted to do, l'Cie or not. We chose differently.

[She looks from the fire to Dimitri, her expression resolute. Her choice is obvious, even now.]

It's the same thing here. There's always a choice.
pauldron: (aftermath)

[personal profile] pauldron 2020-01-20 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I've already made my choice. I'll be out there, fighting.

[Resignation softens her edges, dissipating the righteous anger that had seeped into her tone just moments before. It's clear that though she's resolute in her decision, she's not looking forward to it. There's been enough blood spilled in this war, enough lives lost, and adding more to the total makes her heart sink. But when it's either fight or let the army roll over innocent lives, when it's fight or risk every world ending...the only choice is to stand. This is just her way to do that.]

The Temple's still full of people. They're going to need fighters holding the line for evacuation.
pauldron: (hand on heart)

[personal profile] pauldron 2020-01-22 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
She probably has. Seems to me like she's the type to pick her path and stick to it. [A rueful little smile tugs at the corners of her mouth.] That kind of attitude gets people into all kinds of trouble.

[She'd know. Hell, she is one of those kinds of people. With a soft huff that could be a laugh, she leans in a bit towards the fire.]

Make sure you look out for one another, okay? Keep each other safe.
pauldron: (so you say)

[personal profile] pauldron 2020-01-22 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[Whatever she was going to say in reply to that dies away in a soft noise. His cloak is heavy, warm, and she peers at him through the edge of the fur around the collar.

Do not be afraid. Is that what he thinks this is? He's...not entirely wrong. Not for a fear of showing weakness to others, or thinking she has to handle everything alone, but for fear of getting too close. When this war is over, when they all go back to their worlds--and it has to be a when, not an if--she's going to have to say goodbye to these people. These people who have become allies, friends, family.

One thing she's not good at is goodbyes.]


Can't make any promises, but... [A rueful little smile.] I'll try if you do.

[Deal?]
pauldron: (small smile)

[personal profile] pauldron 2020-01-24 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
Deal.

[They can try, at least. That's the most either of them can do with war breathing down their necks. Who knows what the days ahead will bring, and if they'll even have the chance to keep that promise. Still...she cocks her head.]

You learn how to negotiate like that in military school?

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